Who stole sleep?

Ok so who stole my sleep last night because I would like it back and quickly.  I was still awake at three and saw four and even had some awareness of five before the alarm went off at seven and I got up to start a day of running around after little people.

I know that most of the problem was my brother and his decision to have rather a go at me last evening about how awfully I have treated him since I split with my husband!!  You couldn't make it up really but its true, he thinks I have been horrible and I'm lashing out at him and blar blar blar.  I won't bore you with the details of what he did that stopped me speaking to him after the split but it was really bad and I decided not to fall out with him but just to avoid contact for a bit until I was more able to face him but an evening of text after text telling me how horrible and unreasonable I was being and then accusing me of risking my parents health by using them as support was probably to blame for the lack of sleep.

I have turned my phone off today and my god is peace nice!!


(I feel slightly bad that some of you are being amazing and supportive and are operating on almost no information and I'm sorry about that, if there was a way to write it somewhere that those people but only those people could see I would but I don't know how to do that)